coming out of the closet
i'd be a foodee ... a feedee ... a food addict. an insatiable force. and i would find myself dependent on a man who has dominant traits. getting heavier -- a sort of submission. having to eat whatever and whenever he says. not doing anything for myself because he would find that erotic - to have me just sit there -- shitting myself, too fat to do anything about it, stuffing my face.
my dominator would get off on humiliating me ... degrading me. he'd insist that i wear no clothes around the house. even if guests are over. he would share me with his friends - let them use me as they wish for their entertainment. i would dance naked for them ... and they would stick money in the crack of my fat ass. and in my various other skin folds. i'd have to work for my food. i could go on, but i'm sure you get the idea.
what is so very erotic about fat? i dunno. i just know that i have had this very kinky fantasy - secretly - for years. of course i would never act upon it - who would want to be 600 pounds, anyway. but ... i find the thought extremely erotic. and, of course, i'm not above getting off on watching someone else be 600 pounds.
ok. there. now i'm outta the closet. i think.
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